Some words definition

Irrationality is cognition, thinking, talking or acting without inclusion of rationality. The term is used to describe thinking and actions that are, or appear to be, less useful or more illogical than other more rational alternatives.

Irrational behaviors of individuals include taking offense or becoming angry about a situation that has not yet occurred, expressing emotions exaggeratedly (such as crying hysterically), maintaining unrealistic expectations, engaging in irresponsible conduct such as problem intoxication, disorganization, or extravagance, and falling victim to confidence tricks.

The study of irrational behavior is of interest in fields such as psychology, cognitive science, economics, game theory, and evolutionary psychology, as well as of practical interest to the practitioners of advertising and propaganda.

Morality (from the Latin moralities "manner, character, proper behavior") is a sense of behavioral conduct that differentiates intentions, decisions, and actions between those that are good (or right) and bad (or wrong). A moral code is a system of morality (for example, according to a particular philosophy, religion, culture, etc.) and a moral is any one practice or teaching within a moral code. Immorality is the active opposition to morality, while amorality is a passive indifference toward morality.

The Spirit of the Ages

Hi! I found this documentary online, it is an interesting point of view but not necessary real.

I hardly recommend to myself and to everybody to read everything and not be afraid of knowing new things even if they sound crazy.

Link to the two movies: Zeitgeist

From what comes my obssession for Judaism?

First comes the irrational passion for Judaism:
The fact of being the first known group of humans on having an 'invisible' G-d, while others groups worshiped statues or/and natural elements. This people were much more creative and original and invented something that it is very difficult to describe. This is that much revolutionary, advanced and mashuganai (crazy) that even not nowadays humans can understand, included jews.

How much energy I spend on this subject. I do not think it is healthy.

Jew or non jew until when?

I keep myself anonymous because I am afraid and, maybe, a coward. It also may be, for some people, unfounded to be afraid but it was my natural reaction after been seven years actively in Judaism. I do not consider myself a normal person since I do not come from a normal background and a normal family so, what can I expect?

What means for me "actively in Judaism": keeping mitzvoth, for this purpose it is necessary to study a bunch of different resources because Judaism comes to be one of the richest culture of this planet.

After 3 years of studying and keeping mitzvoth, G-d gave me the opportunity to go to a bet din and they accepted me as part of this amazing people, the people of Israel. After the mikve, one of my new brothers congratulated me with those words: "welcome to the most persecuted people on earth". At this moment I could not understand the implications of this truth.

It has been four years since my official admission on this selected group on earth and I feel persecuted by some of this selected group among others on the outside who hate us as part of their history tradition.

Persecuted in what sense? Today I am being threated by the non recognition of myself as jew, some have the political power of controlling the percentage of jewishness of the citizens of Israel. The memories of my conversion are almost irrelevant in my today's performance of life. I am not remembering this event every day of my life!

Constantly, among some individual religious people from different backgrounds, denominations, etc. are keeping my "goy-on-conversion" status alive, meaning being on question. When will I be considered jewish? NEVER?

As I said to my goy father that I love with all my heart and I am proud of, I may try to avoid dying here in Israel, because they may have a problem of where to put my bones. By the way, in my family, goy is just a joke name not a degradating nickname as some use.

My brain never stopped working after the mikve and I keep studying the infinite jewish resources and there have been some changes on my observance of jewish laws and they do not follow anymore the standards on what I was taught in the beginning of this jewish life journey.

It is not in my hands to keep alive the "jewishness" of my future children; I did all that it was required for conversion. Today in Israel, the jewish religious with political and administration powers are looking for ways to take out my jewishness if you do not follow it according to their opinion. A lot of people goes to the rabbanut acting or lying to get the marriage license. I am not an actor neither a liar (I keep Moses law, not Mohamed law).

G-d, helps us!!! PLEASE!!!

Why I do not accept Christianity?

I do not believe in a man becoming G-d or becoming a man.

I do not believe in the miracle of the pregnancy of Mary by the Holy Spirit.

I do not believe in the Holy Spirit.

I do not believe in the resurrection of Jesus.

I do not believe that Jesus existed in history, but I think that this character could be inspired in a jew or some jews from the Hilel School around 70CE.

The sermon of the mount is correct and valid according to the Law of G-d, Torah. This fact does not validate the story of Jesus.

This story of Jesus results on idolatry and this is against the Torah.

I do not believe in the concept of salvation.

I do not believe in the original sin.

G-d did not give an impossible law (Deuteronomy 30:11-14)

The sins that a human can commit, does not separate him from G-d because He is Holy, it is also invented.

Every human being is responsible of his actions, it is not possible to transfer the sins of one person to another one. It is possible that your sins affect negatively to other people.